So I thought about the idea of just having a f-buddy but I don’t know how I feel about it. I did like the way things were going with this guy up until it turned out he was just using me. Lets say he was telling the truth about deciding he just didnt want long distance then he would have meet up with me just like he said he would that is if he respected me which he clearly does not. And of course he wouldn’t immediately start seeing someone new.
I don’t know if an f-buddy is what I need right now. But I just like the idea of having someone to cuddle with and go out with and spend time with and do stupid couple type stuff with. I just end up always being used and lied too about what the guy wants.